one year

its crazy to think that i no longer have a baby anymore and that he's a full blown toddler now. 

Camden turned ONE on the 1st. 

I still feel like it was just yesterday that i had him. 

i remember it so clearly.

maybe because i wasn't doped up?

or maybe because i never wanted to forget that moment and i thought about it all the time after 

and i still do. 

if you're new around here im talking about this post. :) . 

just a tiny little brother that grew so big, so quickly. 

he is a mommas boy through and through. 

nothing is fun unless momma is near by.

sweet but annoying, but i love him for it. 

he is so smiley 

he knows how to work his lips. whether he is pouting or smiling. 

he loves airplanes, and cars and to climb.

he's been walking since 10 months and is trying to run now. 

he loves figuring out how things work and will spend quite a bit of time doing that

its been a week in his one year old life, and he has already changed so much. 

its so fun to watch him learn, and discover.

we love our little cam cam

we are so blessed to have him in our little family. 

HOUSE TOUR!!!!

i finally decided to give you a house tour!

I KNOW YOU ARE SOOOOOOOOO EXCITED!!

but im gonna do this a little different. i hope you enjoy.

may i present: 

my house as a teenager instagram. :) 

chillin by the stairs. **mwah** #stairs #dontfalldown #selfie

#chillin in the family room. #lazy #cute #word #familyroom #selfie

making a snack in the #kitchen. #yumyum #nomnomnomnom #selfie

decided to hang out in the back yard.

 #perfectweather #dirt #mud #imlame #imawesome #selfie

#loft time. #hangingout #chillin #awesome #LOLZ #selfie

 room/ bathroom #selfie #stopcheckingmeout #thatsmybutt #hashtag #selfie

camcams room. #baby #cutie #letters #name #selfie

ev/mia room #pink #flowers #cute #princess #adorable #fun #selfie

man cave #mancave #movies #obsessed #starwars #cars #tv #selfie

#bathroom #selfie #serious #glasses #soup #sink #qtips 

i hope you enjoyed the tour. #icouldnthelpmyselfidieeverytimeilookatateensinstagrampage 

:)

me, myself, and im never alone

hi, hi, hiya!

(this one is sooooooo unbelievably random and boring i am just warning you right now)

just twiddling my thumbs trying to think of things to jot down. the mundane, the weird and the down right disgusting.  pretty much sums up things in our middle of no where neck of the woods

snot closed eyes, vomit, endless annoying coughing (just let it end, PLEASE!!) has been going on since Saturday night.

Mia, Ev, then Cam.

we are basically a walking PSA for Doterra oils right now though.  You're Welcome.

i feel like i should put some pictures up or something to make this way more interesting, but i'll spare you and keep this nice and boring.

i feel a huge amount of guilt from my kids being so sick. i was asked by two different people to help them out today and i had to say no. it took every thing in me to say no. i hate saying NO. now im the jerk that didn't say yes, and i feel like a schmuck for not helping, even though there is no way that i could have because of the sickies. the circle of life y'all. (edit: 9pm: i was on my way to go help a friend pack, clean and such cause she's moving and my van DIED. it bit the dust. SERIOUSLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this can not be happening. anywho, moving on. )

uh, lets see. oh well im sure everyone is just DYING to know what my callings are in our new ward. Yep, CALLINGSSSSSSSSSS. plural. multiple. dose.

RS meeting planning person .ONE
RS instructor. TWO

talk about a "are you sure you want me to get my weirdo self in front of people and teach them?" moment i had when i was asked. pretty much a 'uhhhh, come again? yeah that's what i thought you said.'

but im sure i'll do fine. just as long as no body looks at me. so im sure things with go swimmingly.


and that's all i have to say about that.