staying alive

i swear im still alive.
even though yes, i feel like death at some points of the day. i would know i've been there before trust me not the best place to be. but even with the small amounts of that i'm still feeling great.

i waddle, i wince, i cringed, but all in all i'm happy. I can't wait for these next few weeks to happen. hopefully many walks around our local zoo helps things come along. oh and we got a new bed and it is taller than the one we already had so its pretty much a work out trying to get myself in and out of the thing. getting up in the middle of the night is the worst thing right now, hahaha. chris has woken up a few times and has had to help pull me up on the bed. its pretty ridiculous if you ask me. :)

oh by the way. i made a decision, to have a natural birth this time around. so aka so induction date will be scheduled, no drugs will be given. everyone cross your fingers, toes, eyes, and legs that i'm not 2 weeks late. thank you everyone for the good vibes. :)

Saturday was my baby shower, sadly no pics were taken(i forgot my camera, of course), but it was an amazing time and so happy so many people were able to come and support me and baby cam.

here are a few phone pics of the last little bit. enjoy. :)

 

 i thought it was a perfect fit for my little camden lyle.

only 1.99 i couldn't pass it up. :)

 

got this book on a tuesday and read everything by friday.

i loved everything about this book and i know it will seriously help me with my decision to go natural. i am really excited!!!!

 

 

this is our front yard id say 80% of the time.

we live on a corner and people ditch their evidence of drinking and driving in our yard. it drives me crazy.

 

my sweet little nephew henry with his great grandma crandell at my baby shower saturday. he is the cutest!!

me at 36 weeks. this mirror is at a slight angle which makes me look much MUCH smaller than i really am. oh and this outfit is worn pretty much every time i'm in pulic now, its the only one that fits.

i wish i had a video of the waves my stomach makes and it tickles every time he does it too. this is me trying to relax, and depuff my legs and feet. it doesn't look like my feet are propped up but they are, thats how big my tummy is. haha.


i hope everyone has a great day!! thanks for reading folks. :)